you cannot and dont want to know what happened from the airport to my hostel!
I was the leg of travel which troubled me way before i departed from changi tt morning!
I was to meet this Indon for the 1st time so he can pass me my dorm keys cuz i arrive there at 8pm and the office is close already.
the shuttle came, promised to send us to the destinations we specify. trip from airport to school will take approx 1hr 45 min. 2 scholar like people (china n india) insisted they be send home first.... suddenly i understood y in singapore they PRCs r not the most popular of beings
so i was delayed by 2 hours...and was the last to be brought to my destination.
all i could hope for was the indon guy to have faith n just wait.....
and he did!!!! got to my room and this was what happened:


Excitement and first! but Depression later....the flight was frustrating! too long too worrisome.
now i m in my dorm, lonely n cold (air-con like nus always soooooo cold, corridor also air-con). 12MN unpacked....cant sleep and just stayed awake....too much time to think and worry somemore....

Just staring at the time and hope for time to fly past.

No internet connection (nus really pamper us w everything from wireless to shuttle bus service 7 days perweek, rush hr still got higher freq bus schedules) only can sms for now (i forgot jerm included a calling card in his survival kit otherwise i would have contacted people at home earlier)

so i decided to read at 5am...i took the lower bed of the double decker (they call it the loof here!)

still can feel better....so i brought out things i m familiar w....sigh